WHISPER

Dancing light out of the corner of my eye

I've grown tired of asking why

All of the answers come after we die

But I still want to know while I'm alive

All flirtatious coy side glances

Doesn't guarantee any second chances

So I humble myself to the lord and you

Whisper in my ear - tell me what to do

(chorus)

Dancing orb, like a pocket of light

In my own little pocket of light

Give me more of your wisdom, insight

Help me find my second sight

-

Dancing light with the rhythm of love

Spinning wings from heaven above

Before you merge with the flowing river

I'm ready for your angel whisper

OH OH OH

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I'll give you my ego - I'll give you my money

I'll give you my trust - I'll give up my lust

Put my faith in our Christ Jesus

So dancing light can share its genius

I'm ready now - my soul's legs are spread

impregnate me with your all knowing wisdom

If that's too much - I'll settle for this

Your angel whisper - your lyrical kiss

(chorus)

MID

Lord Jesus - Help me to see the light

The darkness - help me to fight

Dancing light - help me find my way

I need your angel whisper - now I will pray

-

I am stubborn - independent

But I am also still an infant

I pretend that I have all of the answers

But much that I have learned is from the human cancer

I don't mean to insult your creation

But the human race - we need salvation

So dancing orb like a pocket of light

Give me some of your wisdom - insight

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

MOIST

Don't get me wrong

I like some good tits and ass

Maybe even a muscular hairy chest - dominating me

Depending on my mood, right big man?

Some good old fashioned intercourse

Ecstasy in its highest form?

Well, been there done that

Now I'll be your mind whore

I'm moist for your mind, baby

We can talk naked if you want

But intellectually - lick it, stick it - to my mind

-

Experience with carnal romance

I am not a stranger

And many casual encounters

Put my life in danger

I swallowed seed now I swallow pills

My need for live porn is now chill

Now what really gets me hot

Is listening to you talk

(chorus)

I'm moist for you - tell me what to do

Anticipation - no hesitation

Carnal desire overrated

I'm moist for your clever (witty) conversation

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Mental copulation

My psyche quivers

Thrust your intellect into my ears

I know you can deliver

The sound of your voice makes me wet

You'll satisfy my needs I bet

Your uncanny ability - to make my underwear sticky

It's so easy to have sex

It doesn't take that much talent

But stimulating my hungry mind

You do so well, you so damn fine

(chorus)

Talk to me again - harder this time

And whatever you do - please don't stop

Harder faster - my cranium is throbbing

Ejaculate that intellect into me

I'm ready for more - I'm your mind whore

Dominate me with your dialogue

I'm the bull - you're the matador

The sound of your brilliant voice and true love

 is what makes me wet

Fuck my mind, baby

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

BALANCING ACT

(chorus)

I know that I am blessed

That is a matter of fact

But my life (mind) is still a mess

It's just a balancing act

I want more I must confess

Must stop living in the past

weighing what is important and not

It's all just a balancing act

-

So the good old days are over

Stop living in the past

Be thankful for what you have

Cause life goes by so damn fast

Nothing is black and white

Many causes create one effect

I often spend time by myself - so I can reflect

(chorus)

My life was hard and not the best

But also not the worst

And I deep down truly know that

I've been fucked but I'm also so lucky

I could be a refugee - living in a third world country

I could have been molested or physically abused

But it also could've been so much better

Either way I ended up strong but also bruised

It comes down to living one day at a time

Thank you Mom & Dad for giving me life

Thank you Mother for having my back

And teaching me that it is all a balancing act

-

[saw a man I'd never met - lying in his casket

felt so odd being in his house

his live's over - mine is still left

made me think about the hear and now

and about what is important

because one day that will be me

gosh Jonsona sing about something happy]

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

I FIT IN NOWHERE

It's two things

The way the world is and the way that I am

It was never meant to work out for me I believe

I didn't exist before - but my parents had sex

And I won't exist again - as a human - death

I'm caring less and less what anybody thinks of me

Marking people off the list one by one

Pretty soon it'll just be down to God and I

My Whisper Angel on high

(chorus)

The truth is - I fit in nowhere

The truth is - I fit in nowhere

-

The straight world - I don't fit in there

The gay world - I don't fit in there either

Liberals - don't fit in there

Conservatives - I don't fit in there either

It was clear even in childhood and highschool

Nothing specific catered to me

Makes it so difficult to find my place

In this world - God, where the hell do I belong

(chorus)

I have begged of you to give me an answer

To give me a sign of where I belong

Why won't you answer me - give me a damn sign

Incessant stagnancy

Will you really not tell me until I die?

So now I guess I'll just live day to day

Not much joy just continuous lessons

Guess I'll be thankful for some of my blessings

God, your silence is almost deafening

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

TALKING TO THE SPIDERS

(chorus)

Guess I should've covered myself in barbed wire

World was full of criminals and liars

I miss talking to the spiders

Wanted to be a person everyone admired

Guess I should've aimed higher

I miss talking to the spiders

-

When I was 19 years old

Time to leave the nest so I left home

But a year or so before

In my closet was a trap door

Late at night I'd go downstairs

Talk to the spiders about my cares

Thinking how great all people would be

Didn't take long for me to see

(chorus)

Every time I look to the west

I left behind what could of been the best

Every time I look into the mirror

I say so why live in fear

Besides the end must be near

I was innocent - young and naive - I'll make everyone love me

Left home at 19 - went to big city - it became clear I wasn't ready

The first person I had sex with tried to kill me with HIV

Met the love of my life - together 3 years

But that led to damage and tears

In 2002 got a disease - in 2014 almost killed me

I made peace with myself - I grew up but now I'm lonely

Moved all over the whole country - running away from myself

Struggled to pay my own way

I fucked up alot - did the best I could - with what I had to work with

Not the best childhood - not the worst

Took me awhile for me to learn that most people fucking suck

As I got older - learned what was important

Family - love and self respect

I'm finally wise - now the world goes to hell

Can't be long now before it all ends

Now I miss talking to the spiders in the basement

Lifetime of struggles to make such progress

Only for the world to end

I'm on the edge - I'm ready to pledge

Allegiance to me - I want to be free

-

I am no longer a teenager

Getting pretty far along in years

My faith in humanity is long gone

I've learned so much through all of those years

Now I look back to all of those hours spent

In the basement talking to the spiders

If I only knew then what I know now

I could've saved myself from how things are now

(chorus)

Every time I look to the west

I left behind what could of been the best

Every time I see a basement

I miss talking to the spiders

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

I PROMISED YOUR MOTHER

(chorus)

Please she said don't forget my daughter

Outside of the church entryway

You will always be my pretty bird

A thousand pound weight on my heart that day

It's been five years since your soul crossed over

Camouflaged the pain as best as I could

Time has healed but I never forget you

I promised your mother and I never would

-

I go on and on how the world is a mess

Corruption lies politics - the usual b.s.

But this song is about my beautiful friend

So this time I will digress

It seems like a hundred thousand years ago

At the same time just like yesterday

Singin' Marilyn Monroe songs to you all tipsy

 I long for your voice sayin' hey girl heyyy

Standing on the porch of BFG May 14th

One of the darkest moments of my life

Your soul was as bright as the mid day sunshine

Horrible accident during the night time

(chorus)

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

GHOST OF YOU

(chorus 1)

I need to sleep but there's a ghost of you there

Sometimes brings me pain

But doesn't make me scared

Can't get to sleep cause there's a ghost of you there

Just a faded memory - It just isn't fair

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I step out of myself sometimes

and go, how did I get here

To this place, I am in life

Many lessons and some fear

I need to sleep but I can't

Perpetual insomniac

Ghosts of the past keep haunting me

I close my eyes but I still see

(chorus 1)

-

(chorus 2)

I need to sleep but there's a ghost of you there

Disembodied voices

But doesn't bring me fear

I can't get to sleep cause there's a ghost of you there

Just a fallen entity - Life isn't fair

Is that you in my peripheral sight

Is that you hovering over me - mysterious ball of light

So many lovers - dead and alive

But only one still haunts me at night... Bryan

And then friends and family

Familiar smells and sounds - brings it all back to me

You are more than just rotting flesh

I feel your energy - I see your silhouette

So many gone for so long - but I still hear your spectral song

Emma Jean - Mike Herring - Violet - Aunt Betty

Overton, Robert - Wayne - Earl and Somber

Justice - Liz (Pretty Bird) - Atlas and Mabel - Linda

Miriam and Richard - Ryder - Lucas Kadel

Notter, Jimmy - Lonnie - Michael - Steve and Jeffery

Stepp, Douglas - Ralphie and Casey

Many more not to forget

Life goes on but you can bet

That eerie feeling in the air - is a ghost of you there

Step outside of myself sometimes and go

How did I get here - to this place I am in life

I've learned my lessons - no more fear

I need to sleep but I can't

Still the perpetual insomniac

As ghosts of the past keep haunting me

I close my eyes and I still see

(choruses)

From the Jonsona album - Whisper Angel

Written by Jonsona

Twentysouth Entertainment 2016tm

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